Hurt
I’m lost, I don’t know what to do. I can’t tweet my feelings out because everyone would know it’s for him. he just tweeted something that totally tore me apart. this is the 5th year I’ve been waiting for this hopeless relationship. & I’ve always known this is a one sided thing. I just never knew I’d be this devastated. I’m not even this sad when you were in a relationship with your past girlfriend(s). but knowing that you’d never have feelings for me, killed me. every part of me. I can’t show my feelings in school, at home, on twitter. it’s only here, where I’m most comfortable. my bestfriends are always there for me but they’ve no idea what I’m feeling. none of them have ever waited for someone this long before.
oh dear God, please lead me to a positive path. I need You to lead me. thank You
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